tak mau terjebak

Dengan semua cerita yang terdengar berbeda dengan senua cerita yang diucapkannya.
Mungkin sudah saatnya melangkah.
Tak mau terjebak terus menerus.
Biarkan Allah yang bekerja menggoreskan setiap skenario hidupku dengan indah.
Karena aku cuma butuh sabar.
Jejak itu telah memudar termakan waktu.
Air mata itu telah kering terhapus angin.
Biarkan aku menungguMu, Allahku.
Untuk menunjukan waktu yang tepat untuk aku mulai membuka hati kembali.
Tak mau terjebak oleh masa lalu.
Aku menunggu masa depanku :)

song of my life

Tulus bilang :
Didekatnya aku lebih tenang
Bersamanya jalan lebih terang
Tetaplah bersamaku jadi teman hidupku
Berdua kita hadapi dunia..
Kau milikku aku milikmu..

Tapi kalo kata one republic sih :
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive!
Everything that downs me makes me wanna fly!

Jadi biarkan bondan & fade 2 black yg bicara:
I can see you if you're not with me
i can say to my self if you're okay
i can feel you if you're not with me
i can reach you my self, you show me the way

Dan maher zein menenangkan:
Insya Allah, Insya Allah
Insya Allah you'll find the way
Insya Allah, Insya Allah
Insya Allah you'll find the way

every time you commit one more mistake
you feel you can't repent and that it's way too late
you're so confused wrong decisions you have made
haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

but don't despair and never lose hope
'cause Allah is always by your side

Terima kasih Ya Allah ❤

Ngen

KANGEN!

Cuma bisa ngerasa sedih dan sekarang kangen.
Ringkih, melow, ga ngerti mau ngapain.
butuh seseorang pengen ketemu seseorang.

KANGEN!

stronger

Long time no see!

sebenernya ga mau buka blog dimana semua masa lalu ada.
gimanapun ceritanya ga bisa bohong sm perasaan tapi ga mau ngakuin. Takut kecewa takut gagal move on. Biarkan semua tersimpan rapih di relung hati terdalam #ecieee..

everything has been changed. Tita bakal ke jakarta, gw tetep disini dengan ketidakpastian dan emosi yg terkekang. Mencoba bertahan bersabar nunggu pangeran berkuda putih datang menjemput dan menyelamatkan gw dari kegelapan kehidupan.

ga akan mikirin masa depan hidup untuk hari ini saja. Ga mau dilukai sm hati sendiri yg terlalu banyak berharap.

Be strong nuke :)

December is

Yellow December!

Do you remember when 2011?
- the first time i cry because of  my job?

Do you remember when 2010?
- The first time when i think my love live is be alright?

Do you remember when 2009?
- The first time my dreams came true?

Now, December 2012 the first time for new me.
Thanks God you give me a long live happy family, you give me little things called "true" Love, you give me a beautiful friends, and you give me amazing salary with my age.

sorry God if i not thanksfull with you because i feel lost. i feel my soul dissapear because of my job. I don't have time for You, for my family, for my boyfriend, my friends even my collage. Really i miss my passion, my hobi and my waste time.

Sad to know if i don't have friends in my class, sad to know i'm nothing, sad to know my assignment will be killing me with dissapointed mark, and sad to know i failed to be ME :(

Give me the best God. Protect people who i loved, Love people who i have, make them happy and always smile, Delete everythings i dislike because i just wanna move on :)

Love U Allah
Love U Mom
Love U Dad
Love U Tita's and Cinta's
Love U Fariz's
Love U Bunda's
Love U Guy's! Everyone who make me smile ;)

Never Give Up

This week i think world hate me but it's okay

I know world just don't like my attitude so he' s grab everything i have

When world hate me i just can say i love knew the world and everything surrounding me

God loves me and i still love everybody who loves me

So i think everything gonna be alright! 

Dont give up with the problem and just smile :)

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